I just wanna pour out how I fuckin feel but no one’s understanding enough to listen to my pain. I don’t need anyone to agree, or disagree, or even give me advice or anything like that. I don’t want any of that. I just want someone to reassure me that I’m still an okay person. Yeah, I know I fucked up alot. But doesn’t everyone deserve it ??? No one’s willing to just hear me out &&& understand me me where my mouth is coming from. It’s so fucking hard going through BS all by yourselves. But it’s w/e. I guess I shouldn’t get to comfortable with people, thinking they’d be their for me.
Be interested in everything. A ope mined is a good place to start: Stay open to everything. The more that you see,hear, &&& experience, the more connections you’ll make. Making a begining with every move you got is the hardest thing you can do.You have to remember: Problems can be solved.There is something you can do to solve it. Every once in a while, stop &&& look around. It doesn’t matter where you are; There’s usually something right there in front of you that will surprise &&& inspire you. Being afraid isn’t always a bad thing. Sometimes you need that trembling to remind you how exciting it is to be doing something new. When you chances, you’re going to fail. That’s inevitable. You can either let failure turn you away from your dream or inspire you to dream bigger. Understanding other points of view keeps you fresh: You can look at the same thing one way forever, &&& it never seems to change. Then someone comes in &&& turns it upside down or inside out &&& suddenly, together, you’ve made something amazing.
I wonder if I’m selfish for expecting love to be returned to me. Am I selfish for expecting something big once in a while? I don’t want it to make it seem like your doing nothing for this relationship, it’s just the fact that I feel like I put in so much effort. Sometimes, I do so much for this relationship that it stresses me out which makes my fuse shorter. You say I get mad over nothing, have you ever thought why? Have you ever thought maybe I was offended? Have you thought maybe I just didn’t wanna hear your lecture? Put yourself in my shoes and maybe you’ll understand why .
If you think about it, who has the true definition of life? Elders may think they know everything about life, yet they still have more obstacles to cross and more to learn no matter how old they get. The definition of pursuit - an effort to secure or attain; quest. As you go through life, you try to attain every moment you can and cherish it. You try to hold them in a safe and secure place in your heart. You go through life trying to find ways out of your personal situations, trying to discover what “normal” is, or even trying to fit in. Life is a pursuit because you never stop trying until you get exactly what you’ve been working for - it sometimes ends good and sometimes bad. Most people search for love or achievement. Some search for the meaning of life. Everyone in the end has the same goal after all - happiness. So, what is life? What is your perspective? What is my perspective? I see life as a pursuit, only because throughout your whole entire life however years of living, you’re always searching for something.